i know, i know, i know, but it's so much easier said than done.
i hate the way i can dwell on my irrational thoughts and fears for way too long.
i need to stop being so needy and actually survive on my own two feet alone.
i shouldnt be allowed to think too much for my own good.
i hate it, i hate feeling this way.

on a sidenote, im glad you happened, even if eventually nothing will happen, im glad because you are my proof that i've moved on 100%.

 

painstakingly beautiful, these songs make me feel teary-eyed but warm inside.