exams are finally over. been kind of a shit semester despite my love for media studies that grows stronger by time. celebrated with ice cream, the girls and i made our own chicken katsu curry (which was awesome, btw), watched blades of glory, and laughing our guts off at the stupidest things. looking forward for a hopefully great brunch tomorrow. cant tell them enough how much i love them. cant thank them enough that they're still here despite my stupidities/weirdness/randomness/occasional misantrophy.
this is just a quick update tho, it's 3.43 AM and i'm supposed to sleep now.
i promise i'll write something longer when i reach jakarta. yes, i will be going back tomorrow morning :)
however, despite i enjoy the time spent with close friends wholeheartedly, i still need some space, some balance. i guess that's part of the reason i stay up this late (the other being my night owl, even though i AM sleepy). just me alone with music and my laptop. besides i have so many, too many things in my mind.
and you know something? it's really hard not to express how much i still care about you. i guess i still can, but it's kinda different now. or not. it's all blurry, it's always been.
i am looking forward to jakarta, it's just that something i look forward to most is no longer existent.
mind so loud, surroundings so silent.
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