well maybe stupidity, but these days i should come up with a way more elaborate reason than that.
but well... stupidity.
and i dont know, i guess i just needed some space. some time to waste my life away thinking about what could happen, what would happen, what just happened. and why. why did things not work out the way we planned it, why did one behave a certain way, why am i still up when i have to wake up earlier in the morning.
but yeah. i guess i'll just keep being a wallflower and ask stupid questions no one can be bothered to answer.
i guess things have changed tho. i'd like to see how this goes.
i need some space. i need some space. i need to vent. i need to be angry, to be sad, to be confused.
im tired.
but i'll work it out. all part of the learning process, right?
i checked out my blog entries from the beginning i started blogging here, and my tumblr, and some of my chatlogs.. i've really changed. hopefully for the better and stronger.
just another night of first world problems, right? i got no problems big enough that i worry about all these slightly mundane issues that i probably share with a few million others.
sometimes i wonder if im ever really that special.
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