Saturday, October 27, 2012


beautiful band, gorgeous album, accurate song.

this has been bothering me for quite a while and i just have to note it down so one day i can read this in retrospect.

i hate when people use "change and circumstance" as a scapegoat.
yes, i know, everything and everyone changes, and like a plague, you cant help it but just shudder and try to survive. although, by nature, it is a huge injustice.
i have stopped blaming people for the mistakes (?) they did under the name of "change", but well, how do i put this simply?

i do not, under any "circumstance", enjoy being collateral damage.
however, there is nothing i can do about it.

the only thing you can and have to do is to man up, dea. dont be such a fucking loser.