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hello. im sleepy. its 3.51 AM and i need sleep. but im upset. no im not. yes i might be. stupid freaking moodswings. a little too upset to sleep. if only people could survive with no sleep. we would be a little bit more productive. altho spending hours doing nothing and escaping reality seems nice too. but yesterday i got a terrible dream and now i dont feel like sleeping. but i have church tomorrow. and tons of homework. and maybe exercise. im chubby. i guess. uni life is boring. french is hard. media is even harder. macro is macro. management is boring as hell. i hope i get new friends at tutes. perhaps. im now the eevee girl. eevee is freaking cute and awesome. i want to glomp a slowpoke. im listening to rise against. im tired. i need to buy milk tomorrow. pop is for pussies. loljk. actually no im not. sike. yawn. i feel like a vegetable. i want a warm scone. some hot chocolate with marshmallows. speaking of which where is the damn certificate. i want a job. i want money. i miss my guitar. i need to write some more lyrics. i need to be inspired. this will never happen if i dont fix my sleeping pattern. harry poter 7 part 2 is freaking awesome. baileys smells so amazing. but if you drink too much it tastes like cough meds. moscato wine is sweet. no im not drunk. drunk people dont write a blogpost at 4 AM. i miss you but you dont miss me. you dont even care. im cranky. im happy. i need to cook eggs. froot loops. friends are stagnant. time is ticking. eyelids closing.